05/03/2008

I have stopped feeling bad, I realize. All I feel is a tinge of incredulity muddled up with some indifference that has taken root in some corner of my ever so concerned heart. Concerned for someone I love and long. Or is it that a branch in my heart has been hurt so much that it does not ache any more? Habit, we say. Is it? Or is it no longer about feelings and emotions? Feelings trounced by “adjustments”??………I don’t know……

Maybe I will never know or maybe I will…………maybe……